riri's Journal

12:22pm: Oh Michigan
i really have nothing to say

11:21pm: live journal vs. friendster
i think friendster is way better

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7:14pm: My Life as it was
So I leave CHicago soon.... I am actually pretty excited about getting away from the hoopla that has put me in such a mood for a LONG ass time. But at the same time I am really gonna miss everyone here.
As many of you know I am embarking on a new leave... IMproving my life getting what i really want ect ect ect....
I have decieded a lot about my new adventure even though Michigan isn't that unknown to me. I feel like I have to start all over again. Get re aquainted with people, places how to get anywhere. Myself loosing or leaving some very special people in chicago that are my FAMily my loves (aren't I a nerd)...
well dudes back to making copies i shall expand more later

9:57pm: i pressume you all know by know
i pressume you all know by know that I am moving away from Chicago...
and if you didn't now you know... I shall be returning soon and I shall miss
several of you in CHicago and yeah.
There are a lot of great things that are gonna be happening for me out there
and I want to fill you all in so much but if I do they will get jinxed!!!!!!!
The reason why i am moving, several of you already heard this but i need to finish up school
save money
not be in a place that is holding me down, work wise, emotionally, finicially...
PONY is doing super super good and I will miss that too.
well i just wanted to let you know
the RI

7:50am: ATTENTION EVERYONE
I BELIEVE THE MAJORITY OF KNOW SPENCER BRYANT, HE RECENTLY HAS BEEN IN INTENSIVE CARE FOR 3-4 DAYS DO TO AN ALMOST FATAL ASTHMA ATTACK. THE SHITTIEST THING TO IS THAT SPENCE HAS NO INSURANCE & MEDICAL CARE IS AS WE ALL KNOW TOTAL FUCKING EXPENSIVE. WE NEED TO GET A HOLD OF JEFF JENKINS TO SEE IF WE CAN BOOK A BENEFIT SHOW TO HELP COVER SOME MEDICAL BILLS. SO JEFF JENKINS PLEASE GET INCONTACT WITH ME OR ANDY. IF ANYONE IS INTRERSTED IN MAYBE PLAYING LET US KNOW. THANKS GUYS!

1:29pm: changes
So I realize that the majority of my entries have to do with problems I have, not that anyone even really needs to hear them so maybe i will try to watch things. I just have been really uneasy the last few weeks. This cold is driving me crazy as well, I have a lot going on with PONY, the pilot, figuring out what schools are possibilities out here. Trying to layback & not consume peoples life with mine. Even though all I want is them in it. Being alone in January sucks, I hate the cold. I hope to see beth& tina soon I heard that they are Back

7:13pm: everytime i try it happens all over again
before anyone calls me or reads this & says hey maybe you shouldn't post yr bullshit on livejournal, don't! cause i really don't want to listen. No offensene.

Another boring night at the job... another uneventful weekend or week ....only good thing is PONY----you should all go to
maybe i should move, even though i've been convincing myself to say... chicago hates me at least right now.

when things go bad the all do


thank you chicago fo rbeing so good to me

2:36am: go to GOOGLE then
type in the info box riri then see all the creepy websites all about my name
one is like welcome to the happy universe then take a look at the pictures
pretty bad ass. well i thought that i would share the joy of thy name.
Oh let me tell ya ANTHONY is such a good DJ i mean TWON is so bad ass
maybe i shall come back to middle earth
take care

3:42pm: I GUESS I NEED TO SAY THIS
APPARENTLY CERTAIN PEOPLE THINK THAT I WROTE ABOUT THEM YESTERDAY ON THE LIVE JOURNAL.. GUESS WHAT EVERYTHING I WROTE ABOUT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH PRETTY MUCH ANYONE ON HERE. HMM, HAVING A JOURNAL BEING ABLE TO WRITE WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT TO ABOUT WHATEVER KIND OF DAY YOU HAVE SHITTY OR GOOD...WHAT THE FUCK NEXT TIME MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE SOME ONE CHECK TO SEE THAT I AM NOT BEING SO ABRASIVE. I GUESS VENTING IN MY LIVE JOURNAL IS NOT APPROVED....SORRY I FORGOT THE RULES.

HAVE A GOOD DAY !

ONE HAPPY RIRI & FOR ALL YOU GUYS TO KNOW ADAM'S BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY SO CALL HIM & SAY HI ......... i AM REALLY NOT THAT MUCH OF JERK I JUST GET ADGETATED SOMETIME

7:27pm: Life how funny it is
So I am glad that I get to see how people really are....I am pissed as hell too that I allowed myself to feel bad around others for not going out of my way for them but then realize-hey they would never in a million years go outta their way for me. I guess that's life...It's nice to know that so many people really are just intrested in themselves. I love watching people & how they work..It's so beautiful. I am not pin-pointing anyone or anyone that any of you guys know just giving a brief synaposis of real life adult atttitudes i hate work

12:29am: the amazing lightingbolt
first off, i would like to say that this weekend chicago was blessed by the sounds of the lighting bolt playing 2x's at the fireside bowl which might i add was HOT AS HELL!!!
seriously though they are so good, & I love the fact that the boy that plays drums for them has a stray cat hair cut, ( and no i am not talking about the band) Also liz, micheal t. & the wolf eyes gangs was here as well so we had a good time hanging out & what not.
IT was a super funny show last night the locust were hilarous so tell jeff aka baron. i have stories for him, since you all remember that they played at the cobra yout' house a few yrs ago.
Tomorrow i take my first placement test going into college a 4 hr english exam erg!
Yeah life has been really wierd lately....I find it strange that people assume stupid shit with out communicating..
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.i told anthony last night that I was done with the LIVEJOURNAL it's not like I can even really say what i want to. Besides i never even write in it anymore.But fuck that cause i am about to so be on the watch. Oh yeah becky smith & i are thinking about having a joint bday party so i'll keep you imformed. over & out

1:41pm: maybe it's me
hmm, talk about an over the top weekend. I got to go to a Puerto Rican /mexican wedding with meriachis' & kris p. & i stayed for about 2 seconds it seemed. yeah I don't think I am really into writting in the live journal anymore. Because I can't come up with anything that is appropriate to write about. Tonight though Talking Liz is coming to chicago & Micheal T. all to see the Wolf eyes show & others at the Empty bottle. The locust is playing tomorrow which I may be able to check out now cause I have to work early.

2:31am: here i come
i am gonna be in the area next week so yeah
you should all get a hold of me
MICHIGAN that is

10:41am: Back to school with Rodney Dangerfield
SO I thought I would let everyone know that I got into UIC for college starting in the fall. FOr those of you not in the chicago area Univeristy of Illinois at CHicago. I am super excited but scared cause I haven't been in school for a LONG TIME..

1:50pm: OH MY GOD
don't you love going to google.com & typing in yr name or yr friends names to se what pops up

Brilliance
I found
www.riri.com
tell me what you think

1:50pm: OH MY GOD
don't you love going to google.com & typing in yr name or yr friends names to se what pops up

Brilliance
I found
www.riri.com
tell me what you think

12:13pm: big city bullshit
Let's start off from last week, shall we.........
Recently returned from the MICHIGAN on Tuesday hoping to feel better about the situations that have been occuring in my life
& I htink that they have but no...
Work was annoying as fuck, but Brittney & I wrote a couple of songs so that cheered me up and we are getting more of our music stuff together now so soon enough we can play. Tony is playing too!
WEll i had a few days off & a few OVER EMo days all at the same time where I listend soley to GRADE & KARATE. Eh
SO my roommates are crazy, I am crazy & everything is crazy
The worst thing I realized this week about myself is that I make bad descions sometimes
that really take a HARD TIME to clean up
like I fuck everything up, but i just am so unaware of everything as the whole picture I just focus on small things that I think are making it hard for me to cope
which is bullshit

i gotta write later

1:21pm: LIVE @ THE CHICAGO GOLD STAR
so last night after work justin& i did are normal bike ride through chicago. IR was bad ass as always & then dominic and i decied to finish up the bike riding night to trips to bars in the area...One bar that was just god damn hilarous was the GOLD STAR which if you have been or here or live here you know what kinda place it is. It can be cool, but a bit on hte hipster scale. So dominic & I are minding or business when we discover this HUGE crowd of blondes & real ugly boys with bad shoes..Hmm...these people seem strange but we ignored them continuing to drink and talking baout my new movie "STANDERS".
The bar tender kept yelling at these assholes playing pool to shut the fuck up cause it sounded like ahighschool swim party...Just when it is about to leave the group comes toward us .....who was in this group of dumb people 2 members of the HARDROCKI"shit badn INCUBUS....THe drummer & the dj....WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY DOING HERE & WE STARTED LAUGHING OR ASSES OFF.....

All these kids were hanging out infront of the goldstar like 36 kids at least hoovering around them touching them like tehy are gods it made us sick ...
so of course I was drunk & mad the typical RIRI riding her bike away comments it was bad ass...
i can't wait to go biking again tonight!!

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I hope everyone had a good memorial day ...WE had a barbq-at KRis's on his roof and it was so fun! It sucked though cause Uncle Tony & I were suppose to meet up with Amy & never could get through.At least i got to meet up with her sunday morning which was cool. I am so jealous of TIna though, since she is in ALaska and all. WEll I willbe heading to detroit this weekend for my sisters graduation! I can't wait to see becky smith!!!!

10:28am: nothing but shit
8am i a had to wake up
to go to a wonderful kinko's meeting...
so i get to go to work until 7pm now so I am so excited
I have no way of getting a hold of glokkis @ banjobeths...I lost my phone book & billy is in OHIO...SO glokkis you need to to get a hold of my ass hmmmm & i have a cd that billycatfish wanted me to give to one ARLO PICKENS.
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so i get off @ 7pm . So yeah i cut my finger at work yesterday BLOOD everywhere!
you are so cool riri why don't you cut yr nasty hair toda

1:10am: billys birthday
yeah so today was great except that i am still sick as a dog. I tried to get better for billy's birthday! We went to the aquarium & hung out all day which was pretty bad ass. I am excited that we are hanging again... it is bad ass!

So I heard that the GLOKKIS is coming to my area this weekend well I hope to hear from you guys!
Tonight i decieded i am quitting smoking due to the fact that i haven't smoked since hmm, Sunday and it's a nasty habit anyway. So yeah if any of you in chicago know of any good one bedroom apts for less than $600 hit me up because i need to get my own place fast....Shit i am at billys & I just heard this loud commotion it sounds pretty serious. THis reminds me of the time when some guy got shot in the ass in front of billys& anthonys at ANTHONY's birthday party........I hope everyone is ok

11:42am: sickness of this
so i have been extremelysick & going on period city doesn't make me the most excited in the world. TOmorrow is Billy's birthday so you should all say happy birthday to him...I am gonna try yo get my shit together today but when i am sick that's about the last thing i ever wanna do. I just read gelatin's thing about the worst band " BRIGHT EYES" justin listens to that shit & it makes me wanna puke...I mean granted you all know that sometimes I get emo crazy but not like brighteyes ....I mean texas is the reason/karate...that is not even that emo just a bit. BUt it's wierd to see kids that obssessed with something so stupid.

Chicago is crazy i am moving out intomy own place soon...Becky smith is gonna be here in july living with me which is sthe coolest shit in the world.

Well i'm off to start my day i'll tell you all about the worst gay drama that has occured in my house since I have been back from OHIO. but it's not that intresting anymore i think

11:34pm: ohio retards & chicago sickness
so this weekend sir neglajia' aka frozenweenie & i decieded to rush off to cincinasty for the punkrock prom...it was pretty funny...we were drunk before we got there & anthony was first wearing his QUEEN SHANIQUA dress & gold fanny pack but all the boys decieded to wear boy prom clothes so they changed.
We were all a mess on the way to cinci & you would think being next to Kentucky & All it would be sorta warm NO FUCKING WAY. It was colder their than here.

Punk rock prom was a daze for me then we went to some other places that in my mind sucked...But overall we played with the junglecat..

I am so incredibly sick @ this moment eh so yeah when i am feeling better the continuation of the PROM will be discussed as well as the other random events that took place that evening

1:19am: This wonderful day
so i haven't done to much of the updates needed to make my live journal intresting...
This weekend anthony & I are gonna go to the opunkrock prom in CInci...THis should be complete hilarous since the junglecat should be with us. Billy & I saw the Dogtown & Zboys movie today for free thanks to one Gabriel Rasenberg.. I thought that movie was great! It was a doc on the old Zepher skateboard gang in E.LA...the funniest part about the movie was when I went to pee & ran into howie on his first day @ the Century Landmark his quote" Skate Hard Retard" i laughed super hard. OVerall all besides the stupidest fucking email that i have ever read in my life tonight i had a wonderful day & billy & I hung out for the majority of it. Billy is so much fun!
Later on Dominic & I went biking to stupid WIcker Park bars where everyone gave us a headache...But what ever I don't think anything can piss me off for the next few days Thanks Billy

over & out

1:47am: live journal represents
so i guess hello to all you livejournal kids

hmm, chicago is so wonderful when the weather is good.
Basic Updates: Justin's boyfriend just moved in with us for a couple of months.
He's from Kentucky. He's a pretty cool kid. Living with a couple should be exciting. I wanna see the detroit kids soon so we can get drunk & do fun stuff. um, becky smith might come out here soon I hope. I am so happy she's close by again.

Um my life these past couple of days hasn't been to exciting so yeah